Love for Lingerie – Part 3

I went into the trial room and removed my T-shirt and waited for Preeti to come to measure me. I didn’t remove the bra as I wanted to show Preeti the bra which I am wearing.

Preeti came through the door and her hands went near the mouth to cover her open mouth after she saw me wearing the bra.

“You are looking too good in this silk bra. However there is one mistake in the bra. Cups of the bra is too big, lets fix that. Let me measure you”.

After measuring my chesk Preeti told me that the best size for me is 38 A cup however its very difficult to get a A Cup bra in 38 size, but she will try to see the options available in her store.

Preeti went out of the trial room in order to get the lingerie for trying. In the meanwhile I removed the bra and placed in the hook on the back of the door and waited for Preeti to return.

Even though the wait was just for 5 minutes I felt as if I waited for a long period of time. This is going to be the first time I would be trying on a bra before purchasing it and added to that I am being assisted by Preeti. I had butterflies in my stomach and wished this wasn’t a dream.

“Hope I didn’t make you wait for a long period of time”. Preeti said while entering the trial room carrying about 4 bras in different colors.

She first gave me a white underwire bra to wear. I turned by back to her and slipped on the bra over my shoulder and twisted by hands to the back in order to close the clasps of the bra and Preeti playfully hit me on my hand.

“Why don’t you leave this task to me while you are here” and she took both ends of the bra and closed it in the back and asked me to turnaround. She adjusted the straps of the bra so that it fits well over my chest.

This was the first time I was wearing an underwire bra and it defined the shape of my chest very well and it had very light padding which perfectly sat over my chest without creating huge bulk. Even though the fit of the bra was very good I was a bit concerned about the padding of the cups and wondered if others can identify it over my normal clothes.

I asked “Cup of the bra is padded, don’t you think its going to give a hint to others about what I am wearing inside.

“This is the least padded bra which I could find in your size, why don’t you wear your T-Shirt so that we can figure out if this is going to be a problem. If yes, we can look at other variety of bras” Preeti responded.

I took my T-shirt and pulled it on and saw how it looked in the mirror. I was surprised that the bra was hardly noticeable in the front. However as the bra was white in color I could clearly see the bra straps in the back.

Before I could say that concern Preeti spoke “You need to wear a camisole inside your T-shirt if you want to hide the outline of the bra stap in the back and I have the correct type of camisole for your requirement” saying that she stepped out of the trial room and came back very quickly with a pair of camisole in white and said “Go ahead and put this on over your bra and lets see how can it cover the bra straps”.

I removed the T-shirt and wore the camisole over the bra and pulled on the T-shirt and asked her “Are you still able to see the bra straps?”

Preeti said “No, I can’t make out any outline of the bra and also bra cups aren’t noticeable. I think I need to return the other bras which I had got for you as they are a bit bigger in cup size and might be noticeable. Let me go and come back with other bras in the same category. Any specific color which you want me to get for you?”

I said “Just like most of the girls I would love to own pink and red bras in the same type”

She said “Awesome. I was expecting pink as the answer but didn’t think you would go for red, let me get that”.

She returned within 2 minutes with one Pink and red bras and asked me to try. I pulled my T-shirt and removed the camisole. I said “Can you please help me unhooking my bra”.

“You already developed liking for this bra and said “My Bra” I am very happy to be of some help to you” Preeti teased and helped me by unclasping the bra and gave me other bras.

As usual I went through the task of wearing bras with Preeti’s help and liked it so much.

I said “I am going to purchase all 3 bras with 2 camisoles. Can you please help me with matching color panties for the bras selected”.

Preeti said “that’s more like a girl. A girl always matches her panties with the color of the bra. Why don’t you leave the red bra and the camisole on and come outside I will show you the panties.

I went with her advise and didn’t bother to switch over to the bra which I had worn while entering the store. I came out of the trial room with my purchased and my silk bra.

She took me near the panties counter and showed me boxes of 3 panties in different patterns matching my bra colors and I choose the one with flower pattern and light lacing on the edges of the leg hole.

She again commented “Very nice choice. Please let me know if I can help you with anything else”.

I said “No this should suffice for my first shopping trip. Thanks a lot for making this the most memorable shopping trip of my life”.

“Please don’t be so format. That’s what friends are for. You are most welcome to shop here anytime and I will help you in whatever manner possible. Whenever I am with I feel like I am with my girlfriend” Preeti said.

We went near the billing counter and Preeti prepared the bill for all the purchases. I was surprised to see the discount item in the billing and she said that she has used her employee discount in order to help me with my purchase.

I thanked her again for it and said good bye and started walking towards the bus stop. Constant pressure of bra straps and the feeling of underwire bra felt too good.

Took the bus back home and reached home without any incident and after reaching home I message Preeti "Thank you for the most memorable shopping trip".

Soon I got the reply back from Preeti "Please don't say Thank you again and you are most welcome to shop here".

To be continued

Love for Lingerie – Part 2

After about an hour I received a call on my cellphone and when I saw the name of the lovely salesday (by the way her name is Preeti) I was excited and received the call.

“I never thought you would get in touch with me again” she told me

“I was afraid to contact you. Not sure if you like making friendship with guys who wear women’s clothes”

“Don’t be silly, what you wear inside your clothes is no body’s concern. As long as you are not creating trouble for anyone you can wear whatever you want to” and she paused.

“Thank you. This means a lot to me”

“Tell me about yourself. Where are you from and what are you doing in Pune? You don’t look like a localite” She asked

I thought of being honest with her and told “I am from Bangalore and I moved to Pune as I received a good offer from an MNC”

“Good. That means this is the first time you are staying away from your family”

“Yes”

“That gives you lot of time and freedom to wear what you want”

I was silent for a moment and said “Yes”

“You don’t want to know about me. You never asked me about myself”

“I definitely want to know about the lady who likes my feminine side and still want to get into my friend’s list”

“My parents migrated from Chennai to Pune about 30 years back for work as there was more employment opportunities in manufacturing industries in Pune compared to Chennai. Since then we are settled here. We are not from a rich family and its difficult for my parents to afford my college fees, because of which I work in the store during day time and attend the evening college” she told her family background.

My respect for Preeti increased further as she is someone who doesn’t want to be a burden for the family and supporting them as well.

I said “I am happy to have met a person like you”

“By the way what do you call yourself when you get dressed like a girl?”

“Ratna is my fem name”

“Nice name. Nice to meet you. I need to call you back after sometime as I just got a customer. Who might also need help in getting lingerie for himself. Will speak again soon” and Preeti disconnected the phone

I felt sad for this abrupt ending of the call and wished that customer had come after sometime. But at the same time the thought of another man buying lingerie for himself gave a good feeling that I am not so different from others around me.

After disconnecting the call felt like meeting Preeti and decided to go to her shop and surprise her. I started thinking if

Quickly changed into a thick T-Shirt with satin bra and panty. It was a sunny day because of which I didn’t wear a sweater or a jacker over T-shirt.

As it was a weekend there was not much crowd in the bus stop and travel to the store was more or less eventless. After reaching near the store I had butterflies in the stomach the moment I thought I was just minutes away from meeting Preeti, only person who knew the secret of my life.

Finally entered the shop and the shop was not croweded. I saw Preeti in one corner of the shop attending a young girl and showing her different sets of panties. As she was the only sales day in the store, she saw me entering the store and gave a surprising look. After the initial shock she just excused from the customer and came near me.

“I didn’t expect to see you so soon” I could sense excitement in her voice.

“I was eager to speak to you in person instead of speaking to you over the phone. In addition to that I also wanted to buy new lingerie for myself”

“Give me sometime, let me help the lady with her panties and then I will help you pick some nice lingerie for yourself”

After saying that she went to attend the lady and started showing her several designs of panties and as usual I questioned myself as to why does men’s underwear have to be so boring when girls have so many choice for themselves.

I started pretending as if I am busy on my phone, but I was eagerly waiting for the lady to leave the store. At last after another 15 long minutes Preeti closed her sales with the lady and came to me and asked me “So Ratna, what do you want to buy today. Are you wearing something special underneath your T-Shirt?”

“You couldn’t notice what I am wearing today. Looks like I have taken your advice seriously. And yes I am wearing a silk bra and panty” anyone watching me could easily figure out that I was blushing like anything when mentioning about my secret innerwear to Preeti.

Preeti requested “Can I have a quick look at what you are wearing. If you don’t mind of course”

“What if someone comes through the door. It will be too risky”

“You don’t worry about it, we have the trail room in the corner away from facing the door, why don’t you go there and remove your T-shirt. At the same time shall I measure you to get you a well fitted bra. I am sure you haven’t been fitted for a bra before”

Offer made by Preeti was too good to refuse and finally agreed to go towards the trial room. In the meanwhile Preeti went near the door and put the “CLOSE” sign board on the door.

I asked “Will this not cause a problem to her. She might get into trouble with the owner of the shop as the customers would walk away”

She casually mentioned “She is working in that store since the past 3 years and owner is too god and has given the responsibility of this store to her. She will work for some more time in the evening in order to cover for it”

I was again impressed with her commitment and decided to ensure that I purchase as much as I can afford.

To be continued…

Lover for Lingerie – Part 1

From my childhoold I have always been attracted to women’s clothes and wouldn’t lose any opportunity to dress myself in them. After completing the studies I got an opportunity to work with a reputed organisation in another city. Even though it was my first job and didn’t earn much I decided to take a separate house for rent for myself instead of staying in a PG.

After receiving my first salary I wanted to buy something memorable for myself and decided to buy a designer satin bra and panty for myself and went into the lingerie store.

Storekeeper asked me what am I looking for?. I asked him to show 38 size satin bra and panty. For which he asked who are you buying this for. I lied by saying I am buying this for my girlfriend as a birthday present. He showed me various varieties of bras in Pink, red, blue, orange and purple. As usual I selected the most feminine of all i.e., Pink and red bra and matching panties set and without bargaining for the price I just paid what the shopkeeper quoted and went back home.

While going back to home I couldn’t contain the excitement of wearing the most intimate articles of women. As soon as I reached home took a bath to get rid of sweat so that I can wear lingerie without spoiling it. Last thing I wanted was to lose the sweet fragrance of new bra and panties because of sweat. I pulled the panty over my legs and the soft feeling of lingerie overwhelmed all my senses and then put my hands through the bra staps and twisted my arms in the back to hook the bra. What a feeling it is to have satin bra and panty on your body.

I wanted to be a bit more adventurous and decided to wear it outside the safety of house. As I didn’t had a vehicle decided to use public transport and just roam around the city and do some window shopping. I was pretty nervous about bra staps showing in the back or someone just feeling it in the back as the bus was crowded. Even if someone noticed it no one really showed any sign of it and I gained more confidence and moved on freely.

I got down in the busy street which had lot of shopping centres and visited few girls stores on the pretext of wearing a dress as gift for my girlfriend. As I wasn’t sure about my size I used to mention that my girlfriend’s body size is similar to that of mine, while majority of the shopkeepers didn’t give a second look and just showed the most appropriate sized Chudidars one salesday who was a bit younger than me in the teen’s world store was bold enough to ask me this question “Are you sure its not for you?”. Due to this sudden and unexpected question I got scared and stammered that its for my girlfriend. I couldn’t stay in that shop anymore and moved out of it not buying anything. While stepping out of the shop sales lady said in a low voice that my bra straps are visible in the back and that’s why she asked that question and if you need something in the future you can visit the store and handed over her mobile number for any assistance.

After this incident I got scared about bra straps being visible and decided to reach home as soon as possible. After reaching home I went straight to the mirror to see how visible are the bra straps from back and I could hardly notice it because of poor light. As I was at home I decided to keep the bra on but decided that I need to wear thicker tshirts while going out with bra on.

After the weekend was over I removed the bra on Monday morning and wore my formals to work. While at work I started noticing keenly my colleagues to see for any signs of bras and how they cover it from being visible to others. This is when I noticed that most of them wear camisoles on top of bras to avoid showing off bras. I decided to buy some camisoles for myself and went into amazon and saw some wide strapped camisoles in different colors. In order to avoid incident like that in the Teen’s world decided to stick with white color as this can be consumed with the innerwear for men and order 3 camisoles.

All throught the week I wore panties replaced my boxers and was eagerly looking forward for the evening so that I can wear my bra after reaching home. After 2 days I was hit by reality i.e., I had to wash my lingerie and where should this be put to dry. I decided to put wash it in the morning and put this underneath the fan the whole day and if required will put this outside in the night and went to was it.

This continued for several days and on a weekend I thought of adding more to my lingerie collection and immediately thought of the saleslady from the Tween world. I had saved her cell number on my mobile phone, not sure why I had done this. I decided to speak to her and check what she thinks of my dressing habit from a girl’s perspective but couldn’t gather the courage to call her. I sent her a message asking if she remembers me by telling her that I am the boy wearing bra who visited her store sometime back and waited eagerly for her to respond back to me. I had butterflies in my tummy while waiting. After 30 minutes of waiting I started thinking she might not want be interested in speaking with me.

First Bra wearing experience

It was late 1990’s and my mom being very conservative didn’t any fashionable bra’s and panties. It used to be cotton and plain. First bra which I tried to wear was a cotton front closure bra, if you guys remember the plastic front closures where you have to insert the lock from top and twist it to one side in order to lock it. I couldn’t achieve that simple task for over 2-3 weeks, but finally managed to break the code and wore it properly.\

Snug fit of the bra and the feeling of having tight straps on the shoulder was a complete new experience as a kid and I got addicted to this feeling.

Its been almost 2 decades since that first experience but still everytime I wear a bra I enjoy the feeling of it more than anything. Nowadays I wear a bra under my male clothes on a daily basis, but that’s a story for another day.

About Me and my love for women’s clothes

I was born in Bangalore to a lovely couple from the lower middle class family, who even though couldn’t afford all the worldly luxuries, but never compromised in giving me unconditional love and care while raising me up.

I am not sure about the exact age when I got attracted to girls/womens clothes, but similar to majority of the cross dressers I started with my mother’s clothes. My mother is a home maker and always wore only Saree and simple blouse (no design) and I could get my hands only on Sarees, this might be the probable reason why Saree still remains as my favourite outfit.

Coming to the present day I am now married to a lovely lady who doesn’t object to my need for wearing women’s clothes, but with parents and my kid around I do not get much opportunity to dress up.

Anyone wants to share their personal experience to be posted on this blog, please share your story on my email ID – ratnacd@gmail.com